And I'm not happy about it. I'm trying hard to remain positive, but as funds dwindle, it so does any optimistic thought I ever had.
I'm struggling with the idea of staying. We have very little money, but enough to rent us a place and begin, slowly again. At least I could keep my car. We are going to end up in Abu Dhabi with very little money and almost two months before a paycheck, so what is the difference.
What really makes things hard is seeing all those who have gone ahead of me. They are settling into their new lives, new jobs, and I just sit here an wait. Waiting keeps getting worse and worse. Longer and longer. I get more depressed as the days go by. And the thought of waiting without a car, well, lets not even go there.
I try to walk everyday...it doesn't help much.
I try reading everyday...keeping up with my devotionals.....not helping much.
What I want to do is crawl into bed with chocolate.
But, Chuck makes me wait...and wait...and wait.
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